Thursday, February 4, 2010



I Lost My Temper Today.
I saw his worried side glances as he got out the car. Shoulders slumped.
I pretended like I wasn't watching as he went into school.
I lost my temper today.
Loud and angry.
At him.
He said sorry dad.

Truth is - I couldn't bear to look him in the eye.
He had that scared worried sick look.
I lost my temper today.
Not good.
Really.
Not good.

He is the sweetest boy with the biggest most loving heart.
Only a foolish man could forget that.
I lost my temper today.
I cried.
Alone.
In the garage.